Lovelyish reader perfectisfakke writes:
In February, there was a slew of movies that I was dying to see. Nobody wanted to see them with me, so I had the choice of going by myself or waiting to see them on DVD. I decided to choose the latter, half because as my brother always says “never watch a romantic comedy in theaters,” and the other half because I wasn’t totally sold on the idea of seeing a movie by myself.
Now, I’m not a stranger to being alone in public places, especially now that I’m in college. For example, the first week of my internship the summer after freshmen year, I ate by myself in restaurants, pretending I had important business on my phone, until I started making friends with the other interns. That counts, right? Then, when I moved out of the dorms and into an apartment, I began walking to the grocery store by myself every now and then.
Now that I have a car, I find myself going out alone even more. I found that being alone is nice, as it gives me time to focus on myself and not worry about other things. On the other hand, sometimes I wish I had someone there with me, so that we can discuss the pros and cons of my possible purchase at Macy’s.
In the future, I will not let the fear of being alone prohibit me from doing things I want to do.
Are you comfortable going to places alone? Do you have any tips for someone who is not?
For years, I believed that wanting to be alone was strange. From those denim ads with laughing teenagers running around partying non-stop together to Cosmopolitan articles telling me how to best avoid being alone (as though it were a disease), I felt like being alone when you’re young had to be a strange affliction that nobody my age would ever want. I would always make sure I had significant others so we could things together and friends to go out with. During my freshman year of college, I would rather not eat at all than actually have to eat in the cafeteria all (gasp!) alone. If I was walking on my own, I would feel so uncomfortable that I would feel obligated to call somebody, anybody just to avoid that awkward silence with, of all people, myself.
But then I got a car and, like you, I began going out alone even more. I actually started enjoying it–I would listen to my music as loud as I wanted, think about what I needed to do that day, focus on my own thoughts rather than anybody else’s. Sure, it’s nice to have somebody else there to talk to, but it’s also nice to be at ease with your own singular presence.
Plus, I learned something that has actually become incredibly lovely: people respect other people who are comfortable with being alone. Granted, there will always be judgmental people who think that being alone is a socially negative thing, but they tend to be simply insecure with themselves. But most people, I’ve found, actually think it’s really fantastic when others are okay with being on their own.
For example, I went through a breakup in January. I had been with that person for nearly two years and we had been somewhat of a “power duo,” always together even when it wasn’t that pleasant. After doing the whole “rebound” thing briefly, I actually took myself out for a few dates at night. I would order myself something fancy and a nice cocktail and just enjoy my own company. Weirdly enough, the servers and bartenders always thought this was great (especially when I took myself out on Valentine’s Day) and would often give me extra food or free drinks. It never seemed to be out of pity, just a sort of “high-five” for independence.
Plus, you never know who’ll you meet while out alone, which makes it even more exciting if you’re at a restaurant or lounge or even the grocery store on your own.
My best tips for anybody who is anxious about going places alone:
- Remember, there are tons of other people in your vicinity who are also alone. In fact, there are plenty of times when the “alone” people outnumber the “together” people.
- Nobody–at least not anybody who matters but, generally, nobody–will judge you for being alone. And the more confident you behave, the less likely even the most judgmental of fools will notice.
- Seeing movies with other people is incredibly overrated. Not only do you have to worry about whether they’ll talk during the movie (my biggest peeve), you also have to share snacks. And snacks, my friend, are far more awesome when they’re all yours.
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i go places by myself all the time especially to the mall because most of my friends and sister cant stand how long i take trying on clothes and taking my time looking around
sunflower / 300 posts
@zzzzzulavalle@xanga - That is one of the main reasons I love shopping alone! It’s kind of a running joke among my friends that I need blinders (like the ones for horses) every time I’m anywhere because I always take forever.
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You know, I used to feel like you do about being alone in public. But it is not so bad. I’ve had meals and gone to the movies alone. The first time I went to the movies alone, which was not that long ago, I found it to be very liberating. I’m not concerned about how I am dressed, whether or not my makeup is perfect and you don’t have to coordinate with anyone the time or location. And like the Lovelyish writer mentioned, you don’t have to share snacks. I like getting a kid’s pack, which usually is a small popcorn, a tiny drink and a fruit snack, perfect for me. I think the more you deal with people and socialize with people, the more you find that the high school drama never gets left behind. And you just want to get away from all of that. I love my friends, and we have great times together, but I also really appreciate the quiet time, spent by myself. I have no qualms about going to the movies on my own. For restaurants and coffee/fro yo/ice cream type places, I bring a book or magazine, or you can bring electronic devices such as laptop or tablet.
tulip / 6 posts
Being alone was always a thing I really liked, but always felt embarrassed about it because I was afraid people were going to judge me. When I first got into university and knowing almost nobody there, I always felt awkward and embarrassed when I’m sitting alone in class. Especially those moments when you would be the first to arrive, and the classroom fills up with people, and they all sit everywhere BUT next to you. It’s not that I was afraid of being alone (deep down I really didn’t mind, I actually like sitting alone in class), but I was afraid that people would laugh at me for not having any friends). I would think of ways to make myself feel ‘better’ by arriving just on time so that I get to pick who I sat next to instead of the other way around, or flip out my handy dandy cell phone (iphones didn’t exist then…) and pretend I was busy texting someone to save myself from the so-called embarrassment.
As I grew older (and wiser), I realized that being alone is actually quite great. I can walk at my own pace down the street (I have short legs so sometimes it feels like I’m playing catch up when I’m walking with taller friends), I can try out clothes at the mall without feeling the pressure of my friends waiting outside, and sometimes, it just gives you the time to think things through in your head without having being influenced by other people. I’m not saying that I do not enjoy my friend’s company (because I do love going out to dinner or movies with my friends once in a while), but sometimes I just really need that quiet day where I relax by myself and do things that I want to do. I also think that being comfortable with yourself really shows your self confident. Being alone means you no longer need your friends as support to let others know you’re cool. Being confident alone also means that you no longer care about what those people you thought were judging you were thinking, which is great because to be honest, those people were most probably not judging you in the first place and it was all in your head!
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reminds me of this video: How to be alone
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I’m very cheap so whenever i go shopping in a mall i take forever making the decision to buy something or not. Because of that I prefer to go alone so i can go at my own pace. I have anxiety so i don’t venture out too far. I don’t do things like go to restaurants alone. I hate going to the grocery store by my self and the same goes for the gas station :/
rose / 980 posts
I’m an introvert so I’ve been doing things alone my entire life! Sometimes I just want to be left alone to enjoy a movie or a dinner without someone bugging me. Of course, I have do have three kids so sometimes it is nice to just eat without being interrupted. lol I’ve been to the movies alone before. I really do despise having to make plans. Plus, I can be really spontaneous and lots of people have a lot of plans when I don’t.
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I love being alone and doing things alone. Means I can take my own time and not annoy anyone!
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I do many things alone! I used to feel self conscious but now I love it. Other people joining me is kind of an imposition to me a lot of the time. But I have noticed as someone else said, people seem to respect me for it. Also I agree with the person who said not needing friends to let others know you are cool. Isn’t it the epitome of cool to just do your thing and not give a second thought to what anyone thinks of it?
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There’s nothing ever wrong with spending time for yourself. I’m always either caught up in school or my boyfriend, so even just a day sitting around playing videogames by myself is the best feeling ever. I don’t mind walking to my classes alone or eating a snack during break by myself.
sunflower / 405 posts
i use to be really anxious being seen alone. but now that i’m in college. I’m learning to be okay with it
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I’m not the most outgoing person in the world, so I actually prefer to do things by myself most of the time. Especially when I’m clothes shopping…whenever I’m with other people, I feel like I’m just holding them up. And I love going to restaurants by myself once in a while. There’s something really nice about being able to relax with a book or a newspaper after a long day and have people make good food for you!
magnolia / 1055 posts
I do things alone sometimes and it’s nice and relaxing. I don’t, however, enjoy eating alone, and when I’m with friends, we tend to go more places than if I were alone. Now that I’m in college, I’m not as worried about it, but I still make a lot of friends
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I’m very introverted but I also love companionship…makes things weird.
I’ve never felt weird about being alone in public, though. I got used to it when I gained the independence to drive. I don’t think I’d go see a movie alone. It just doesn’t sound fun. But, being in college has definitely trained me to be comfortable with being “alone” in the crowd on many occasions.
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I do loads of things alone, I usually shop alone.
Just make sure whatever activities you decide to do by yourself, just make sure you’re in safe or friendly environment. So, protect yourself while you immerse yourself in your own world. :3
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Carmen Sandiego + Waldo totally made my day.
I have a pretty similar story… my first car = time to get out, and I went out alone a lot. Some places are more friendly than others… bookstores and board game shops generally don’t stigmatize, and as far as movies go, well, you’re sitting in a dark room, what kind of judgmental person glances around to sneer down at other people in that situation?
I’ve never minded sharing my snacks, though. =P
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College made me learn how to be alone. It was disheartening at first because I was used to eating lunch with my friends and dinner with my parents every day, and I thought something was wrong with me. I tried making friends by randomly sitting with people the first week. But I learned how much I actually preferred eating alone. Eating with others only was enjoyable if I knew and liked the people.
I started going shopping (and into Center City Philly) by myself and to the theaters alone eventually. Even ventured out by myself to less desirable areas (like where the dog shelter was located). I’ve even eaten at IHOP by myself a couple times, though I don’t have much interest eating out often unless it is with my friends. Both times were to redeem my free breakfast.
I learned to become independent, and while I still prefer going to places with people, I now won’t be held back by the fact that I can’t find someone to go with me.
rose / 759 posts
I usually always go to the mall alone. When I’m there for actual shopping, at least. I can’t get what I want done with other people. I don’t have a problem being by myself. I went to an artwalk festival by myself last year. It was downtown, at night. *shrug*
Barnes & Noble is one of my favorite places to go, lol. Love it.
If you’re afraid of what might happen, carry pepper spray or something on you. Or you could get your pistol permit.
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I love to be alone, I prefer it more than being with people all the time. I guess I never knew it could bring out so much anxiety for someone to even just grocery shop alone. I wouldn’t go to a movie by myself but have eaten out on many occasions.
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I hate being alone. I can’t enjoy things alone. It’s not that I think others are watching, I just need to share my happiness with someone or else things justbecome chores.
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This post is me. I guess I’ve always done things in the absence of others. Sometimes I get so used to it that I don’t feel “alone” and just feel like I am by myself as in “accompanying myself” – if that makes any sense. I don’t often feel isolated alone, just “I’m with myself” alone.
I’m not as bothered as I used to be about showing up to events by myself and looking like a “creeper”.
I don’t see the point in waiting for others to be available to do the things you want to do. However, eating my yourself in a crowded cafeteria is often unpleasant…
But lol, it would be convenient to have someone around when you need to discuss the pros and cons of purchases.