I was blogging a few months ago. Some of you might remember me, you guys saw me as an inspiration. I understand that. And as a shy person, I am naturally observant of other people. I don’t like what I see on Lovelyish. Not the contents of the posts, no, it’s something different.
I don’t like the hateful words being said.
Girls, really? I mean, really? Everyone has their cross to bear right? Well, I know girls are insecure, they have secrets right? I’ll tell you one of mine. I am an honest person. I never lie. Sounds ridiculous, right? Unheard of? I don’t lie because my parents lie. Everyone in my family is pretty crazy. I hear their words all the time. Am I listening because I want to? No, it’s because they yell. They fight. They say nasty things and they do nasty things.
Because they can. I am really hard to upset, very hard to manipulate, and very determined to find a way to create a peaceful and loving environment, especially for my little sister. By nature, I am a solitary person. But it’s here, on Xanga, that I have found some amazing truly strong women.
Women like Victorian. Like Rei. Like Lisha. Like Lattie. Like Matt. Like Lauren. Like Linda. Like Jenny.
These women, I talk to them nearly everyday. When I feel blue, they help me find the light again. I am drawn to these women. Because I feel their honesty, their sincerity, and their compassion. I am so tired, of looking at posts on Lovelyish, of girls bashing whatever just because they can. I know a lot of you liked my posts. Well, I tell you what. I feel the hate in every word coming from you guys. If it doesn’t stop, I might just give up blogging.
What I see on Lovelyish, isn’t a place for girls to voice their opinion. Most of the time, it’s a slaughter house. Fight fight fight fight. Fights are everywhere. Is it really necessary?