Guest blog submitted by mistressmegly

I Don't Feel Pretty Until I Put On My Mask for the Day

Today I was standing in front of the mirror thinking I was heading out to town and it dawned on me, this urge to put on make-up. At first, I was like, “Okay; I’ll just put on mascara.” Then it went to some lipstick. Before you know it, I was putting on the whole sha-bang. It’s sad that I don’t feel pretty or complete until I put on my mask for the day. When I’m not going anywhere, I could care less if I have make-up on or not. I still care how I look, though.

I was watching Oprah this afternoon, and they were doing makeovers for women who didn’t feel sexy anymore. All of the women didn’t wear make-up before their makeovers. Why does it take putting on a mask to hide what we are born with to feel beautiful?

When I look back at my childhood pictures I see that I wasn’t a bad looking kid….but why the need to cover that up?

It’s not healthy for your skin. I feel it ages you quicker so, why use it? I know I started feeling insecure about my appearance when I became heavier. It was a way to get people to look at something other than my fat rolls; until it became a much needed daily routine. I didn’t want to go out in public without it on.

When I did go without make-up in public I got comments like, “Are you sick? You’re awfully pale.” I’m just pale, people! I’m not sick. It got annoying when several people would ask me that. I felt self-conscious about it. I kept thinking when I was walking down an aisle (if I didn’t have on make-up) that they were thinking I was sick, too.

I’ve switched to Bare Mineral make-up, and it’s not nearly as harmful and damaging to your skin. Still, it covers the real me. Why be ashamed of what God blessed us with, that is, the way he naturally made us? Who decided caked on make-up (where most people look orange :( yuck!) is attractive?

Do people look at you differently when you don’t have make-up on? Do you feel unpretty without it?